UNSPOKEN season of life

Its been a long long time never update this blog. So many things happened in my life.
Now, I wanna resume each chapters that I change me like a lot!

We live in a world where achievement, status, job, reputation, and money are the indicators of how successful we are. Everyone starts comparing each other. So do I. 

Why? Because they want to know who is better. Why? Because they want to be the better one. The question they ask is always "Who is richer?" or "Who did better?" or "Who has higher status?"

I fight with kind of that questions almost one year. Job world is not really fun like I thought before. Especially when you live in this kind of city. Competitive city named Jakarta!! LOL 

Well, we don't need to play by the rule of this city. The truth is, the most interesting people are those who can be the happiest, not the richest or the smartest. The happiest people don't need to ask "Who is happier?" Only insecured people always compare. They need acceptance from others to make sure they fulfill the expectation of the world.

Truly, from the deepest of my heart. I don't like this city, I change a lot here. Sometimes I cannot handle myself. I overwhelmed with something is not in me before. Getting busy with job and trying to collect achievements. But sometimes, I got upside down with my expectations.

And honestly, I am far away from the Creator. I feel like don't know Him well. What He want from me. But still I have learned to reach out just the same.

But I have to fight, fight to realize that I have a HAPPY DNA!

"Be happy always" is my tagline. Ups not only tagline but a lifestyle.

Happy people know how to enjoy every simple things in life no matter what people say, no matter what the world sees them. They don't need confirmation from others to make them officially happy. By the way, one day God whispered me by His calm words.. He said "you don't need to prove anything."Lovely sounds for my achievey soul.

You don't need to be the best. Just be the happiest.

So, in this UNSPOKEN season of life I wanna live happy. Not live best! :D Because when you happy, you will do your best ..