Now, I wanna resume each chapters that I change me like a lot!
We live in a world where achievement, status, job, reputation, and money
are the indicators of how successful we are. Everyone starts comparing
each other. So do I.
Why? Because they want to know who is better. Why? Because
they want to be the better one. The question they ask is always "Who
is richer?" or "Who did better?" or "Who has higher
status?"
I fight with kind of that questions almost one year. Job world is not really fun like I thought before. Especially when you live in this kind of city. Competitive city named Jakarta!! LOL
Well, we don't need to play by the
rule of this city. The truth is, the most interesting people are
those who can be the happiest, not the richest or the smartest. The
happiest people don't need to ask "Who is happier?" Only insecured
people always compare. They need acceptance from others to make sure
they fulfill the expectation of the world.
Truly, from the deepest of my heart. I don't like this city, I change a lot here. Sometimes I cannot handle myself. I overwhelmed with something is not in me before. Getting busy with job and trying to collect achievements. But sometimes, I got upside down with my expectations.
And honestly, I am far away from the Creator. I feel like don't know Him well. What He want from me. But still I have learned to reach out just the same.
But I have to fight, fight to realize that I have a HAPPY DNA!
"Be happy always" is my tagline. Ups not only tagline but a lifestyle.
Happy people know how to enjoy every simple
things in life no matter what people say, no matter what the world sees
them. They don't need confirmation from others to make them officially
happy. By the way, one day God whispered me by His calm words.. He said "you don't need to prove anything."Lovely sounds for my achievey soul.
You don't need to be the best. Just be the happiest.
So, in this UNSPOKEN season of life I wanna live happy. Not live best! :D Because when you happy, you will do your best ..
