Be silent and hear the clinks ..

Morning.. I wake up with mixed feelings today. I'm not in the good situation. #lesigh

I wanna say that I'm not find new community yet. Community who can make mw feel secure, make it simple.. Like community in Bandung, ECC.
I miss my cell group, I miss my daddy, I miss being someone who can cheers them up even when I am down and then I got my power back!

Here, in this week I found new friends. and will find more.. And, this week was very special because I met many actress, important people, and my idol. They makes me feel like I am nothing, and so hard to explain lah.
If you join new community, you need to know what they like, and realize or no you will be like them if you always play with them.

like on Thursday, I went home at 4 a.m. What a black night! -_-

I'm guilty.
I had fun anyway, they are funny, creative, hard worker people. I'm proud to join them. But, something bad happen. I lost my solitude with my creator. WORST!

I need to come back. And He always gimme a way to back home.

"Hear the clinks.." He said..

Sometimes, Tuhan menyembunyikan sesuatu seperti menyembunyikan sebuah jam. Kita disuruh mencari jam itu disebuah ruangan. Saat kita cari kadang kita terlalu banyak bergerak, terlalu banyak bicara dan terlalu berisik dengan hal-hal lain. "Mana yah jam nya, mana nih kok ga ketemu-ketemu."

Sampai akhirnya kita menyerah!
But, God say.. "Sssttttt.. Be silent, and hear the clinks!"

Saat kita diam, kita bisa denger kan detik jam itu. Dan dengan mudah kita menemukan jam tersebut.

I know, He always there. He always good. He always with me! Your love always makes me better!

Thank you my only one exception.

Keep Calm and Don't GIVE UP!

Hi there, these day was a very busy days in my life! *drama*
Yet, I'm so excited for this new season of life.. New environment, new friends, new office, new job!

At first day of working, I went to PSSI (Persatuan Sepakbola Seluruh Indonesia), met new people (and all man) -.-"
Arrived at renthouse at 10 p.m.
Second day, I went to Menpora. I met Andi Malarangeng, my idol. He was so kind and warm, not like Djohar (Ketum PSSI). And talked with Timo Scheunemann as a coach for U-12 team who went to Polandia for Danone Cup.

Today, I finish my class with Ibu Sumita Tobing. She is so awesome woman~ She can dance, she can edit movie, she know many things!
But, this is very deep sentence from her at class
"Nike, suara kamu itu tipis sekali.. Jadi agak cempreng untuk ukuran presenter news. Kamu harus ngomong pakai suara perut bukan suara hidung."

Then, she teach me how to breathe from stomach.
To be honest, I'm a bit down. Voice is a grace from God, right? So, practice to change my voice is an effort.
and this morning my friend's statement on Twitter scared me. He said " 1 grace is louder than 1,000 efforts."

VOICE = GRACE

PRACTICE = EFFORT

Clear? Then, I have a strong reason to give up here. In my new world. But, I tell you! I WON'T!!!!

Calm,  I think everybody has their own problem ya. Maybe your problem is different from other people's, but I'm sure everyone has something they struggle with..

What I'm trying to say is, it's okay if your life is not perfect (your voice maybe not good, your body, your hair, your physically, etc). And I believe that nobody has a perfect life. What you need is not a perfect life, but a happy life. And to live that happy life, you don't need to be perfect. You just need to deal with your imperfection. Don't give up. Don't quit. Be thankful! You can still enjoy your life.

The bad news is, your life will never be perfect. The good news is, you don't need a perfect life to be happy.

The problem with many people is, they think they don't deserve to be happy because they're imperfect!! That's wrong. You'll never enjoy your life if you set your mind like that. Just because your life isn't like what you want it to be, doesn't mean you can't enjoy it.
Your life may not be easy, but you can still live it well. Life is how you make it to be. Be thankful for your life even though it's not perfect. There's always something to be thankful for, no matter what. Once you know how to live with your imperfection, you realize that life isn't that bad.

So, always remind yourself that it's okay not to be perfect. It doesn't mean you can't have a good life! Keep learning to improve yourself ya :p

See ya! XOXO