semangat!!

ayo2 Nike semangat buat seminar ya!
standard harus oke!
harus cool seminarnya!
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semangatttt yoow
smuanya harus semangat!
kalo ga semangat gmn bisa hidup!!
cheers :*

I need You more

I need You more, more than yesterday
I need You Lord, more than words can say
I need You more, than ever before
I need You Lord

More than the air I breathe
More than the song I sing
More than the next heartbeat
More than anything
And Lord, as time goes by, I will be by your side
Cause I never want to go back to my old life.

I'll be OK

i was tried to arouse my mood.
again..mood is the bad idea for me. i've tried again and again. but i think this is the very exhausted trying.
i even can't spill out my feelings to someone or somebody.
i messed up! :(

but..this word i will sing : i'll be oke!

lets try to make a song!

when I try
I'm fail
I'm stupid
i really care about what people say
i do care with what people do to me
but it appears like spine

spine in the beautiful rose
I'm hurted
but I'm still beautiful

in the same situation
i feel like I'm dying for myself

but people still say "you are beautiful"
..................................................................

can you feel what i feel?
stop call me beautiful!
feel me

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...........................................................BUT

no one

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...........................................................AND

You come..
touch me,, the beautiful rose with spines
Your hands getting hurt because of my spine
blooding..
You are crying, crying with me..

you feel what i feel
but You decide to love me
You choose to use me
You take me as Your own.
Yes , I'll be OK with You..

You receive me, not only my beautiful side..
But all sides of my life.
my simply life..

God..
now, there is no more fear
no more pain..

i wanna say again and again I'll be OK!

:):):)