i was tried to arouse my mood.
again..mood is the bad idea for me. i've tried again and again. but i think this is the very exhausted trying.
i even can't spill out my feelings to someone or somebody.
i messed up! :(
but..this word i will sing : i'll be oke!
lets try to make a song!
when I try
I'm fail
I'm stupid
i really care about what people say
i do care with what people do to me
but it appears like spine
spine in the beautiful rose
I'm hurted
but I'm still beautiful
in the same situation
i feel like I'm dying for myself
but people still say "you are beautiful"
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can you feel what i feel?
stop call me beautiful!
feel me
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...........................................................BUT
no one
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...........................................................AND
You come..
touch me,, the beautiful rose with spines
Your hands getting hurt because of my spine
blooding..
You are crying, crying with me..
you feel what i feel
but You decide to love me
You choose to use me
You take me as Your own.
Yes , I'll be OK with You..
You receive me, not only my beautiful side..
But all sides of my life.
my simply life..
God..
now, there is no more fear
no more pain..
i wanna say again and again I'll be OK!
:):):)
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