melodies of life

Melodies of Life

Alone for a while I’ve been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart,
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - love’s lost refrain.

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.
And who’ll hear the echoes of stories never told ?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you’re gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky.
I’ve laid my memories and dreams upon those wings.
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me ?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leave me behind ?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying bird - forever and on.

If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody.
Now I know we’ll carry on.
Melodies of life,
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember.

a letter to you

dear you ,

i spend some time to write bout my feelings to you as i can never say it out loud . wish i can by the way , but , no . i just don’t have that simple courage to tell you bout this feelings that keep me up day and night , thinking bout you .

i hate myself to know that i’m so coward , but this is me , i can’t blame myself for being me . well , i’ll let you know this . i fell for you from the first time i saw you , from then , i believe that you’re the only one i wanna spend the rest of my life with . oh , i wish it can be true .

all i can think bout is you , all i wanna be is with you , all my smile is because of you , all my life’s dedicated to you . too bad you never know it , i don’t think you ever know me also .

must i keep this feelings or should i just throw it far far away ? i can’t decide . i’m hurting myself by loving you , i’m killing myself by leaving you .

anyway , the conclusion is , i love you . that’s all .

and i still can’t find the courage to give you this letter , so , i’ll just scrap it and throw it away .

much love ,
me

DAYS

there’s that one day in your life when you feel so happy that you can never feel as happy as that day. you laugh, you jump, you cry with the tears of happiness. you feel like you’ve achieved everything and you just don’t want that special day to end.

there’s also a day when you really feel so bad, nothing to do, no reason to smile, yet bunches reasons to cry. you feel like you failed everything and can’t find anything right about yourself. it hurts, really really hurts. you want that day to end in a blink, but it takes you forever to complete a day.

there’s a day, when you feel nothing, not happy, yet not sad. no emotion, just a flat boring day of your life. you’re not in the mood of doing anything, you don’t have any reason to do things, you end up doing nothing the whole day beside staring at the wall, wondering what makes you feel so.

its almost everyday, that you feel happy and sad at the same day, emotion changes from happy to sad, sad to angry, angry to happy again, and all .

that’s life, what can you expect more? live it, flow with it, try to smile all the time, yet don’t force yourself not to cry. be yourself, and never lie to yourself.